Growing Up

I was sitting around thinking the other day about when I was a kid. I remember going to the store with my parents and being so excited for the toys. I remember going to Home Dept or Lowes with my parents and walking around and not being excited to be there. It was so boring to look at the refrigators and such appliances or home improvement things.

I realized the other day as we walked around Lowes just looking around that I was excited to see such good deals on all those appliances. I finally had to drag myself and Steven away from all the appliances. I knew that if we did not leave we might have come home with a new dish washer or washer/dryer.

In those few moments I came to the realization of the fact that toys and the little things that used to make me so happy still make me a lil happy but I look forward to the day when we can get things to fix up the house.

I look forward to the day when we can get a new roof or when Steve finishes the bathroom. Its like yesterday when we bought the door. It was such an exciting moment for us. Who knew that at 22 years of age I would get so excited about having a new door.

As I think of the things that are coming up in our lives I am so excited for those but those moments are big moments. Its the little moments that I am finding myself so excited about. Finally having the door put in or getting grociers on sale. I have realized that I maybe I am growing up. Even though I wanted to be a kid for awhile, I am no longer a kid and I LOVE all the new things in my life. I cannot wait for everything else that is going to happen. Who knows what else I will realize in those years and moments. All I know is that for now, I know what I need to know and everything else is working its way to me. I will learn them all in time and I will understand things better.