Scarey moments

For the past few days I have been having TERRIBLE chest pains. We have been monitoring my heart and it has been doing all sorts of crazy things. We have just been keeping an eye on it.

Last night, as we were driving home from a very fun family thing, the pain in my chest got so bad that I curled over and cried. I couldn't sit up or anything. Steve decided it was time to take me to the hospital. I have never been more scared in my life.

Having no clue what was going on was so scary. I laid on the bed hooked up to all sorts of machines and Syndee was worried about me. Seeing how scared she was didn't help. I was in tears for most of the night. I didn't know what was going on or how long we were going to be there.

The doctor, after running quite a few test, came in and told me what he thought was wrong. Luckily it was not my heart. Or at least thats what he thinks. So he wrote me a prescription. Was I allowed to leave? Not yet. I still was not feeling well so they had to hook me up to an IV.  I wasn't allowed to leave until I had all the fluids in me. I finally was able to leave about 2 in the morning.

I don't remember all the details last night. I am not sure if it was the fear or just that I was so sick I couldn't concentrate but the details are foggy. I remember 2 things. One is that I prayed so hard. I couldn't stop myself from crying but I kept praying. I prayed from the moment the pain started until I left because I was so terrified. I also remember my amazing husband.

He sat by my side the whole time. I know he was scared but he held my hand and was being strong for me. He knew that I needed it and was there to show me things would be ok, even though he wasn't sure either at times. there were a few times I glanced at him and he looked scared of the uncertainties that could happen. I love that man more than anything. I am so glad I have him in my life! I love him and my daughter more than they know!